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Storm

Sitting here after a night in Myrtle Beach last night. It was fun I guess... I found a 'love' for a new guy... Mr. José Quervo (sp?)! LoL Stayed the night at a friend's and came back to my parents' this afternoon only for them to start shit with me. May I say again, I hate this place! I'm sick and tired of my mom's new religion trip she keeps throwing at me... as well as who-ever is telling her my things I write on my LiveJournal... which is why as of today, FRIEND VIEW ONLY! Let's see if she still gets my info... then trust factors come into play. I'm going now...

Enchanted Nightmares!
Stormy

Another note... probably going to drop the "y" on my name... "Storm" has a bit of a less... um... child appeal... I guess... I'm weird I guess... heh

current mood swing: annoyed

1003am -- Joyfull! I'm at work. My mom called me a drug addict this morning, saying I'm in such a shitty mood cause I need a "fix"... too bad she can't hear or see the truth that I'm just miserable as phuck when I'm there! I don't do any drugs when I'm around this are other than the occasional pot or coke on the weekends. My mom thinks she knows so much about me... Goddess Bless her clouded, small, naive little mind! She thinks she knows my thoughts, actions, and everything else about me... in the words of Jenn... "muhahahahaha!"

1122am -- Holds up sign saying "Anyone have a Valium or Xanex? SEE ME PLEASE! Stormy" .... and this isn't a joke!

0302pm -- I've got a box of crackers in my pants leg! Seriously though! We're not suppose to have food at our desks so I'm sneaking food LOL... Wanda can't believe I'm actually eating today... she saw me with box in-tow earlier in the break room. On other notes, I went and bought a new mini-torch on my lunch today due to mine was "disected" while in Atlanta. LoL. Also got two new pencil torches as well. I'm bored... off to other diversions... *wanders off*

current mood swing: bored

Work was quiet uneventful today to be honest. I do wish I made more money, and yes I know it's up to me to find better. I may go take a nap soon... my eyes are sorta heavy.

Back later maybe... *heart*
Stormy

current mood swing: discontent

0917am -- I'm here, NOT in a very good mood right now! I was already running a little late and I GOT PULLED FOR "SPEEDING"!!! 73 in a 55mph area! WTF?!? If we aren't meant to go fast, why are cars made to reach the speeds? Charged me $180 and 4points. That's bullshit! That's almost a full week's paycheck!! I'll be damned if I won't look into getting it dropped! :-P
More later... maybe!

0401pm -- I hate my job. I'm bored, and annoyed with grumpy old men that call here.

current mood swing: aggravated

I'm sitting at work right now, everyone has asked me if I'm ok because they can tell that I'm down today, and one of my supervisors said that she has noticed it since I came back from Atlanta. The only thing I can think of that could be wrong is that I'm homesick for Atlanta. I talked to Jeff when I jumped online today and he said that while I was there that he could tell how badly I missed being there. I actually almost cried earlier due to my desire to go back. I know I got caught into some things in Atlanta but overall it was a good experience living there because of some of the friends I made while there, alone with some of the ones I made while at Jeff's this past weekend.

Going for now.
*hearts of magick*
Stormy

current mood swing: contemplative

0918am -- I'm almost back to fully rested state after my trip to Atlanta for the weekend, doesn't mean that I'm happy to be back at work! I sooo wish I could come across a better job and still dress pretty much how I wish for work... something away from Dillon county, South Carolina for that matter. I guess I would like to move back to the Atlanta area, although I will have to watch myself constantly to make sure I don't let myself get caught up like I did when I was there before... moderation is the key there. I'm going for now.
<3
Stormy

I'm tired... just got off werk at like 0515pm... long call kept me over a bit... slept like 5 hours last night... need more... at the library in Dillon right now... work ROYALLY sucked today... started a new sales deal... gotta offer magazine subscriptions to customers... now I'm more hated by them I think... I was sooo not in the mood to start that shit today... *falls out of chair asleep*

I miss being back in ATL area already although I stayed at Jeff's apt pretty much the whole time. I had a great time this past weekend!!! Interesting, some drama *my fault to be honest*, non-sober... and TIRESOME!!! :-P In the words of Jeff... "GO TO SLEEP! YOU NEED SLEEP!" LOL :-P not really yelling... but strongly said cause it was true... I was REALLY sketched and tired heh... more to come on this soon prolly

*heartz & daggerz*
Stormy

current mood swing: tired

it's monday morning... I'm in Atlanta still... gotta pack to go back to hellish South Carolina today... this weekend was LONG... more to come... i guess

current mood swing: sleepy

I'm packed for the most part. I sooo should be asleep right now!
*looks at lamps and 'kills' it*
Nappy-time! zzzzzzzz

current mood swing: tired

I'm getting ready for my trip to Atlanta tonight! Working on packing as much as I can, concidering my extremely short attention span. Got to be at work at 1030am today... wondering what some of them are up to honestly... already got two Happy Birthday notes from friends that forgot I am working my day off (today) so I could get Saturday off.

This weekend should be quiet interesting!! Stay tuned...

Much Luvz!
Stormy

current mood swing: anxious

I'm sitting at the library in Dillon right now bored to death... countdown to my birthday is 2 days!

I'm bored... random on here maybe later

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I was part of this... as an extra...

0955am -- Sitting at work taking orders for big tools right now. Probably adding new quotes from my Sobe drink tops (feel the Lizard love) soon. I drink those drinks bout like water sometimes! *grinn*

1120am -- *huge grinn* I'm really happy right now! I've secured this Friday, Saturday and Monday off work!

I'm riding to Myrtle Beach with my parents right now... why do they always end up talkinga bout religion to me, and usually pissing me off with what they have to say? There are so many time I would LOVE to just scream out at them that I'm not Christian. If they ever read my journal Goddess knows, they'll get an eye-full / mind-full of my life.... from sex, to my feelings on their words to me and actions, to drug use when I use and talk about that here. I like them not knowing my life... gives me more of a personalness to it... even though I do put most everything here for people who read my journal to see.

current mood swing: annoyed

Sitting here bout tired as hell after my trip to Charlotte! Got back to Dillon right at 0830am this morning, barely in time for work. Honestly thought I would be late as hell due to missing a turn in the route I took to get back... it was a direct path BUT it has quiet a few twists and turns in it.

Talk/ write later!

Stormy

Sitting in Concord, NC (about 20 miles north of Charlotte) at Jess' house drinking a beer with Jen. We ended up not going to Scorpis as planned cause we hung out at Caribou Coffee type place talking to a friend of Jen's named Miles about metaphysics and magick and the such.

I don't understand why I like Bud Ice when I don't really like most other beers! I'm sitting here right now drinking one... I bought a twelve pack of them. I don't know much to say... quiet moment I guess. I did take a roll of film I found in my camera that has been lost since I came back to my parents' to CVS to get developed today, I'm almost scared of what's on the film!! LoL

Gone 4 now. *heart*

LB (Lightning Bolt)

0337pm -- Sitting here at work on a call trying to help a customer find out about their order... new order... and a supervisor call now to make... BBL

0444pm -- Still on the phone... wheeeeeee! :-P

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*grinn* *sings* Happy Birthday tooooo MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!... early... and sober so far this year heh... (was rolling hard when I sung this last year at Christopher Lawrence and Jackyl & Hyde)... CHECK THIS! 07/23/03 http://www.mythosclub.com/7.23.03_b.html

**** UPDATE **** just found out... a little after I posted this... HE'S POSTPONED TILL THE 28TH!!!! So I can't go :-( ... damn whoever made the food that got him sick with food poisoning!

Onn to finish the weekend that I started on Monday. I got online once I woke up... I had gotten a new power cord at WalMart Sunday morning while I was there... why did I have to buy a new one? Cause my dad is a phucking asshole and took the one that was there, this adds to the mouse and keyboard I had already bought cause of him taking them. Anyway, I talked online for a bit and ended up running into a guy I had talk to a while back on there from Lumberton, NC named Max. Around 0945pm or so, I rode up to hang out with him and a friend of his for a while and we watched "The Queens Of Comedy". After this, we rode to Wal-Mart and wandered around there for a bit. I got home at like 0430am or 05am and had to be at work at 0830am Monday morning.

That's bout it I guess.... new posts soon prolly.
S

I had a fiarly long weekend this past weekend, but that's nothing really new is it? I worked untill 0730pm Saturday and went from there to my parents', and then to Myrtle Beach. Once there, I went by the Excitement Video store in North Myrtle Beach to get a pack or two of clove cigarettes but they didn't have any... or couldn't find them. I then proceeded to the bars, where I first went to Rainbow House. Was standing there and Chris walked in unexpectedly. He got us a José Quervo (sp?) tequilla Comakazzi (sp?) shot, and then I got us another one... they were actually pretty good... first time I've had tequilla in years. He couldn't stay long so I walked him to his truck and went to Blue and ran into Craig (an old roommate) and did another shot with him, this time Smirnoff Vodka... found out they have it in vanilla! :-) ... and raspberry! After a few minutes there, I went over to Extreme for a bit, then back to Rainbow House and got a Quervo Komakazzi shot and split it with Davey (an older guy who's known me since 99, and always had it severe for me). When I left there, I ran into this guy named Chris (or so he said) and started talking to him and we got in my car and went to where he said he could get some weed. I have him 20$ to get some weed for me and it was all sorta kewl, then he said he needed more cash to get the weed. I thought something was up with this but then he said he knew somewhere else to get some weed so we went there and he went inside and said I needed to circle the block since there weren't any parking spaces down that block. I proceeded to go around the block and when I came back, he wasn't back out yet but there was a space open so I tried to paralell park (not very well I must say). After a bit, I pulled out and circled the block three or four more times and still no sign of him so I went to the closest gas station to get some much needed gas. I went back to Blue and while trying to find a parking spot I saw him come around the corner and he got back in the car and had gotten weed and two pills of ecstacy fromt eh dude after all (or so he claimed) but had dropped them by his place for safe keeping. Upon hearing this, I told him I needed to get back to the bars to meet up with a friend so I needed my cash or my weed. He said he'd have the cash he owed the dude he got the shit from soon (thanks to hustling I'm sure) and I saw him a few times while I was standing talking to someone I knew from a few years ago and Derrick, but acted like I wasn't really there to be honest. I told Derrick about it and he could tell that I was not happy at all. While standing there with Derrick and Will, a trans girl who was visiting from Las Vegas came up to her car which was parked behind Will and she started talking to us and she ended up pulling out part of a blunt she had left and lit it up right there in the middle of the street! She took a few hits and passed it to me and I of course passed it to my newly "adopted" child (Derrick) and after she took a few more hits gave the roach to me for later.

As Derrick and I were walking back to my car (his ride had left early), I saw a pretty cute Asian dude that I had seen earlier, and had been checking out to be honest... he had been checking me out too. We started talking to him and found out his name was Noel and that he was visiting with family. The three of us walked on Ocean Blvd for a bit and then went down to the shorefront and sat for a little while, and then proceeded to walk the Blvd more and back to where my car was parked. Once we got back to my car we stood and talked a few minutes and all got in to take Derrick to his friend's that he was staying with and Noel and I rode around some and ended up making out for a bit. heh Fun Stuff! We went to one of the many restaurants with pancake in the name (there are so many in Myrtle Beach of that description), and he got us breakfast before I took him back to where he was staying.

By this point I was really tired so I went to a store to get a pack of Stacker 2's and a drink and then to Wal-Mart. Wandered in there a bit and found the "American Psycho" movie soundtrack for like two bucks and it looked pretty kewl from the track listing and it turned out to be awesome!

Anyway, got home around 08am and couldn't sleep cause of the energy I had from the Stacker so I sat and talked to my mom for a while. Got to sleep at like 11am or so and slept till around 03pm and went back to sleep for about two more hours.


more to come prolly eventually...

current mood swing: tired

a poem I love...

Fear cannot touch me...
I can only taunt me,
it cannot take me,
just tell me
where to go...

I can either follow,
or stay in my bed...

I can hold on to the
things that I know...

The dead stay dead,
they cannot walk.
The shadows are darkness.
And darkness can't talk.

from Christopher Rice's novel A Density of Souls

Sitting here watching "Sweet Home Alabama", I like this movie. I found a few CD's I didn't know I still have earlier, one of which was from Heather Nova, till hearing it again I had forgotten how much I like her! It's storming right now... I should go check in the back yard, sounded like a direct hit of lightning, I think. ACH! I wish I knew where my copy of Stevie Nicks' album "Trouble In Shangril-La" is! I found the cover but I'm not really sure where the actual CD is though, I love Mistrix Nicks!! I was just looking at the album notes for "Trouble..." and didn't realize that she had it in the works since 1995, when it was released in 2001. She's on tour with Fleetwood Mac (minus Christine McVie, not that I care... Stevie IS the band to me) this summer... I would DIE to be able to see her live!! *sigh* If someone wants to hit me with a ticket to see them in the Carolinas or Atlanta, let me know and I'll give you the addy to get the tecket to me! :-P Or if you want to hit me with her boxed set from a few years ago... heh... my birthday is this month after all! ;-)

Well... after a shameless b-day plug, I'm out!

Enchanted Dreams
Stormy

Current Ear Candy: Heather Nova

Sitting here contemplating a workout, and trying to plan what to wear tomorrow night... fishnet sounds fun right now. *grinn* I'm in such an 80's mood! LoL

*** song change - Pat Benetar - "Hit Me With Your Best Shot" ***

Do I smell lots of eyeliner for me tomorrow? heh... prolly! I did sorta look into a weeknight part-time job at a grocery store tonight... that would help me save more money I think. I need more 80's shit! Now I wanna hear the Divinyls song "I Touch Myself"... I'm bored, BRB.

*** song change - Mel C - "I Turn To You" (one of the many remixes) ***

UGH! I don't know what to listen to *kills CD & finda movie*

L8A!
Stormy

current mood swing: bored
Current Ear Candy: Starship - "We Built This City"

Okie, sitting here watching "A Life Less Ordinary". It's pretty good... watched "The Queens of Comedy" earlier, I love that movie! Lost of cussing and sexual talk. heh I'm okie with "Go", but not that big a fan of it to be honest.

I was off work today so I slept in a few hours this morning. Cleaned my room a little.

I'm tired *zzzzz*

current mood swing: sleepy

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this is kewl! *smile*
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more cat stuff... *meoooow*
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I want this on me somewhere... heh
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Sitting here watching "Go"... FINALLY! I know I'm a few years late seeing this, but concider I am one who is more for "Groove" to be honest. Well, I am more for "Groove" so far, who knows after seeing all of this movie.

I talked to Danny earlier, and I'm thinking bout trying to call him... I told him I'd try to call by eleven if I could. Suppose to hang out with him this Saturday when I go down... I know he said he's not into me 'that way' but I do tend to be one who holds out for what I am truly interested in. I swear I am trying not to set myself up to get let down, if Danny turns out to be into me, so be it, if not, so be it. heh...

Okie... this movie is sorta... um... interesting. Going for now

S

current mood swing: relaxed
Current Ear Candy: the movie "Go"

0910am -- mood according to Jackie - "Professionally calm and mellow"

0941am -- I'm sitting here. Bored yet entralled with my own diversionary thoughts. I am thinking about me bing single AGAIN on my birthday. Was just talking to Jackie about my family and how fucked up that relationship is... I mentioned my dad and was like, "my assh... my dad is over with me, I've disowned him!" Her responce was a funny look and "You've disowned him but call him your dad?" All I could think to say back was that we tend to disown each other almost weekly... funny thing is, that's pretty much the truth.

1030am -- mood according to Jackie - "Borderline giddy, still calm"

1131am -- mood according to Jackie - "Playful, yet slowly dwindling to dismall"

1221pm -- UGH! The last customer was a pain in my ass and in his last name! I sooo almost told him he was living up to his name with me... I would have gotten into all kinds of trouble!

0240pm -- Jackie mood report - "Dismal, but calm. Almost sleepy"

0246pm -- Just back from second break... I moved my car to a closer parking space and gave into my temptation and took a hit from my pipe... not high... a little calmer than I was before my break. *smile* Is this a sign that I'm possibly officially becoming a full-fledged pothead? LOL :-P

0357pm -- Jackie mood report - "Very giddy"

I should be asleep right now but I'm too phucking wound up by bullshit here at my 'parents'' house! All the fuck they can say is about they should throw me out and shit like that, I'm sick of BOTH of them right now to be honest. My mom called me a "fucking slut" tonight! I almost put her face hard against my hand but I refuse to hit her no matter how much a nerve-wracking BITCH she is being. She threw vegetables at me in the kitchen for coming in after midnight and later tried to throw my vines at me but instead threw two of them against the wall! I hate that I actually thought this, but sometimes I almost wish the cancer would make her bed-ridden sick. *punches stomach for this thought*

On other notes, I did talk to Danny tonight... according to him, he did tell Chris to tell me that he wasn't attracted to me... still don't honestly believe that, neither did Derrick when I told him this. I wish I could actually meet a guy who can act interested, be interested, deal with me and not be too overbearing at the same time... yet again, boys confuse the shit out of me!

I'm going.

*vodka wishes and xanex dreams*
Stormy

PS... I wouldn't mind being fucked up right now!! heh

current mood swing: discontent

I'm concidering starting my writing again, but in the meantime, I found a few writings I did back in 1998. Lemme know what you think!

"Shadow Dancer"
In the darkness of night when I thought I was all alone
I turned and saw the shadow dancer there
She came to my side and asked me to join her in a dance
I didn't know what to do, she was so dark and mysterious
I went against my instincts and dance with her anyway
And I saw the look in her dark lingering eyes
The look made me wonder why she hurt so bad
When I looked deeper into her eyes, I saw the reason she seemed so sad
Her lover left her long ago, she was so in love with him
She didn't think she could ever love again
When she looked and saw the look in my eyes, she knew I was the one
That could bring her feeling of love back again
I didn't believe it at first but then I saw it so clear
That I was the one she had been looking for so long
She needed someone to break the spell that her broken heart had cast
She saw me and she had known that only I could break the spell
When it was all over and I looked at her again
I saw that the form of darkness had become a beautiful woman

I'm sitting here online and I just talked to Chris a few minutes ago... according to him (he said this after I said I think Danny's kewl), Danny's "not into me that way"... I was like huh? "what made you say that out of the blu?"... he said Danny told him to tell me this... why the hell can't Danny tell me himself? heh... *sniffs air* funny things....

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My AOL Horoscope today...
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*proceeds to drop jaw* I just looked to my left... I'm in the library in Dillon... and there's a REALLY kute guy here... he's preeeeetttty heheh... I'm bored... dark hair with blonde tips... not that tall... looks sorta decent build... too young for me prolly LOL

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current mood swing: discontent